Layers
There are so many layers of healing. At one point, all is well, then the next, all is not well. Healing is not linear. Every stage is important and unique to the specific person. Stay in Me and you will heal properly. Don't condemn yourself because you are not as far ahead as you expected. You are making progress. You are not where you were.
"Laughter can conceal a heavy heart, but when the laughter ends, the grief remains."
Proverbs 14:13
"He looked at them and said, "Go show yourselves to the priests." As they went, they were cleansed of their leprosy."
Luke 17:14
"Jesus took the blind man by the hand and led him out of the village. Then, spitting on the man's eyes, he laid his hands on him and asked, "Can you see anything now?" The man looked around. "Yes," he said, "I see people, but I can't see them very clearly. They look like trees walking around." Then Jesus placed his hands on the man's eyes again, and his eyes were opened. His sight was completely restored, and he could see everything clearly."
Mark 8:23-25